So yesterday was the release of the O level result and I got a B3 for my chinese. Was expecting a E8 because I really didnt study at all and I totally didn't put in my best effort while doing it. When the word B3 and A1 came out from my teacher's mouth when he was reading my result to me, my soul left my body. OKAY LAH not so exaggerated but you sort of get me right!!

However, i still wanna quit HCL because its really very stressful and my chinese is really not up to standard. So I have to write a parents letter to i-d-k who in my school BY MYSELF becuz both of my parents are not in town. Sad much I know. Very pathetic also yes. And the worse thing is, my dad actually oppose me of quitting HCL. So fucking worried becuz idk how to write a parents letter and blah blah blah.

CONCLUSION: VERY SAD AND LOST.